Problems that are not solved, will resurface again some point in time later.
Whenever I put down in my blog that I'm facing problems, there'll be lots of concerned friends asking me what's wrong. I'm really grateful to all of them for being there, but there are some things which I can't say, or perhaps not yet.
Sometimes, I wonder if I've stopped hurting because I've gotten so used to the pain that I can't feel it there anymore, or because I've grown numb to such pain (as in become cold and unfeeling).
Or maybe I just forgot that the pain is still around. If not, why am I typing such a moody blog now?
The people around me have fallen 1 by 1. One was sobbing uncontrollably for days. Another took to drinking and smoking all alone every night. I'm the only 1 left standing now. Can't afford to let myself fall as well.
I don't really know what's my purpose in putting up this blog entry. Guess I have learnt to open myself up a bit more ever since I started blogging, though I still find it quite difficult to do so sometimes.
To all my dear friends, worry not. I'm still fine.
Whenever I put down in my blog that I'm facing problems, there'll be lots of concerned friends asking me what's wrong. I'm really grateful to all of them for being there, but there are some things which I can't say, or perhaps not yet.
Sometimes, I wonder if I've stopped hurting because I've gotten so used to the pain that I can't feel it there anymore, or because I've grown numb to such pain (as in become cold and unfeeling).
Or maybe I just forgot that the pain is still around. If not, why am I typing such a moody blog now?
The people around me have fallen 1 by 1. One was sobbing uncontrollably for days. Another took to drinking and smoking all alone every night. I'm the only 1 left standing now. Can't afford to let myself fall as well.
I don't really know what's my purpose in putting up this blog entry. Guess I have learnt to open myself up a bit more ever since I started blogging, though I still find it quite difficult to do so sometimes.
To all my dear friends, worry not. I'm still fine.
posted by Tengkia | 12:00 pm
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I fully agree.
we all have our moody days.. personally i appreciate a friend confiding in me, coz it shows that he/she trusts me.
hang in there bro!
Personally, I'm tired of having to keep everything to myself, having to put up a strong front, telling everyone that I'm having problems but not revealing any facts.
However, there are some things that are not meant to be shared, and are very difficult to put across.
I just wished it never happened to me.....
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