I'm all by myself in the freezing cold lab. With nothing but my idle thoughts to entertain me. Previously, my mind was constantly plagued by FYP matter - what should I write in my interim report, how should I carry out my preliminary presentation. Was looking forward to the day when I'll be free of worries. But the day has yet to come.

Now, my thoughts never wander far from my friends. Not in the sense that I miss them, but their disagreements leaving me caught in between. I understand that whatever problems between them can only be solved by themselves, in other words I'm powerless to do anything. But why do I still brood over things that do not affect me directly?

It's not easy to turn a blind eye to their affairs, especially when they confide in me. I can't offer any advice. I don't even know what to say.

I know I can't expect good times to last forever.

In a way, their disagreements can be linked to me. The link may be a weak one, but it's still there nonetheless.

Some say I think too much. Perhaps they're right. All I can do now is to pretend that nothing has happened.


Doing nothing may be the best thing to do sometimes
- Tengkia